Earlier today I accidentally posted here a horsie post in Finnish. It was supposed to go to my horsie blog but the android-version of my blog software is a bit confusing. Sorry about that, if someone already spotted the post here.
The spring is finally coming to Finland, too, it seems. The snow is mostly gone. Today was a brilliantly sunny day, although still chilly and with a horrible wind. However, it was great to go to the woods at the stable and listen to all the birds sing their hearts out. And I even found two small kidneyworts starting to bloom!
I’ve been a bit down for the last couple of weeks because of the job issues. The ideas of going back and that new superior make me really nervous and uneasy. Maybe it’s that stress that had caused my Sjögren’s flare a bit – I’ve had new kind of pain in my shoulder and hands, my eyes and eyelids are itchy and burning and my head has been hurting every day (but not today, yay).
The meeting will be on Wednesday and after that my dr will briefly discuss the going back and my situation with me. I’m so tired with this stupid mess I could scream. I don’t feel able to go to work and that in turn makes me feel like a failure. Please hold me in your prayers.
Last Monday I drove up to get Miss 16 home because she was sick with a nasty stomach bug. She stayed home the entire week, which is now over already, and tomorrow she’ll head back to the dorm and school. I hate it when she leaves.